Friday, January 22, 2010

porque

Why do I keep selecting the same kind of damaged self destructive men?
How does this end up happening over and over again?

your self
ish
destructive
absorbed
sufficient
denying
proclaiming
demanding

with you, I am self
oppressive
depressive
depreciative
denying

I could be sitting anywhere in the world right now and you couldn't care less except for the fact that its not next to you. I've been on vacation from life long enough. I'm getting back.

I am self sufficient. I need a fb. bc. ie not u, not drama. not selfishness just expression.
For me sex is a means of expressing creativity, feelings, devotion and joy d vivre
it's part of the whole. it doesn't fill the hole.

I am a man, I need a man.
I am a man, I want a man
I am a man, I deserve a man
good, hard working, empresario, stable, fantastic, recognized, caring, petite flaws, motivating, mixed and beautiful.